To Be Me

Sometimes life is a nightmare
Where no one seems to care
Looking for someone to love me
To show love just for me

But how can i be happy?
If they just make me unhappy
And if i knew he love me truly
I may say I'm very lucky

So i sit back and relax that night
To feel the light in the darkest side
Hopping that you're always there
Sharing the love for us to care

All i want is you to stay
And i don't care what they say
because if you're here I'm okay
As we past though a hundred bouquet

I then walk to a path
Till i have step to a trap
A trap that separate us apart
cause they believe your not a part of my heart

As time pass I'm back in the dark
For i have packed away from the start
Hopping for someone to love again
cause i do believe love is a game

For now i have no one in my life
Still looking for someone to change my life
Because i hate myself for being me
and I'm pathetic for the things I WANT TO BE.